i know
we’re so close, last summer was so great with all my friends and to this summer where you were the only one left. i hope you are the one that stays, the one that doesn’t grow apart from me. i like when you wear my striped cardigan that you like to wear and look silly in. when i hugged you tonight i wanted to cry, i wanted to tell you how much you’ve impacted me and that i’m so scared. so fucking scared i’m going to lose you, the one person i’ve given 100% trust into. the one i spent hours of nights walking around the town streets. i think we made the old people in the center laugh, we’re always so silly. haha, i push you lightly and you act like i shoved you and cause a huge scene. i eat so much with you, and i’m okay with that. i’ve always been insecure but with you i can spread my wings, i can spread them and fly. high above this world of arrogance. you bring out the happy, funny girl i have always wanted to be. and it’s natural. whenever you aren’t with me i feel like there’s a part of me missing, like i’m half naked. when i’m by your side i just don’t care, but when you’re gone i feel so alone. glass half empty.
you’ll just never know how i feel about you, you bring a huge line of traffic of butterflies in my stomach. they flutter and i find myself smiling.
i look at these pictures of us and i laugh. we haven’t changed one bit. i hope we stay that way, i really do.
