October 2009
4 posts
tell me this isn't genius, i'll knock you out.
I wish I’d seen you in my bad dreams
I wish I’d see you when I fall asleep
I wish I bought you your first cake
Embarrassed at first then feeling brave
I wish I’d been on your first date
I’d wish I’d call you way too late
I wish your parents hated me
I wish I grew up on your street
I wish I’d seen you in the holy land
The parietal lobe that moves my hands
I wished the weather changed with...
get your ass on myspace and
add this band called the elephant only zoo.
Well, it’s not really a band. It’s only Johnny from the devil and a penny.
I love his work, he’s incredible.
You’re gonna be big someday, my friend.
"you two kids think you're allowed to smooch on...
Old fart: “I think I gotta make a few phone calls.”
Me: “Wow, seriously?”
Old fart: “Yeah, the police.”
Tyler: “WELL OKAY SIR.”
Old fart: “-glares-“
Tyler: “HEY, OLD MAN’S GOTTA BABY DICK”
-runs-
September 2009
24 posts
some shitty song i wrote. whatever.
She was a daughter hiding her depression
She was a woman making an impression
She was the girl sitting next to you
Messy hair and untied shoes
She was the one asking you to care
She was the best friend hoping you’d be there
She wept alone on the bathroom floor
Bruises on her arms were really sore
The sound of your voice was ringin’ in her ears
Being alone was her biggest fear
...
no work until
sunday.
how wonderful, i get to look forward to seeing your wonderful face everyday after a long day of classes.
i’m looking forward to this 6 hours being passed so I can give you a million kisses and hold your hand.
you’re so cute, you know that?
and hahahahaha, my dad saw us kissing in the center of town yesterday, he said he was tempted to run you over but he saw the smile on my...
it's so cleancut in here,
it’s almost unreal to see that when I leave here I come back and everything is so prim and proper when my mind is such a mess. Everything matches so well, the flower printed comforter and the flower embroidered walls. The pretty smelling soaps, the shampoos and conditioners you can never find in real stores but look forward to seeing every year as you stumble back into this room. Towels always...
your spending all these nights
growing old in your bed,
and your tearin’ up these photos ‘cause you wanna forget; it’s over.
YOUR JUST JEALOUS CAUSE WE’RE YOUNG AND IN LOVE
YOU’RE STOMACH’S FILLED UP BUT YOUR STARVED FOR CONVERSATION
We’re the coolest kids and we take what we can get.
I don't learn from my mistakes.
I make them again and again and again and again and again We swallow our pride over piles of problems. We whine and complain but we don’t try to solve ‘em. We’re reaching for answers like nobody’s got ‘em.
MOM!
all i gotta say.
oh and p.s:
DAD!
Steady these shaking hands
Bring my fate together again Remind me of the feeling of Constant defeat and the Endearing release you never Let me experience I guess there’s a first time for everything But I’m afraid I’m on my last leg with this You’re a classic mistake But the antiques are the most precious I fall for it every damn time like A mouse in a mouse trap Just a slight touch on the spot And you’ve pulled the trigger...
Sometimes I wish I could tape myself to a kite
You could hold the end of the string Just keep on running, baby We’ll keep on going ‘till these summer winds Die down and once again I can get back down to the green green grass Where we used to walk home from your house Your smells still soaking my skin Along with your sweat I’ll walk this field forever Retracing your footsteps in the dirt Where have you been The kids playing hopscotch need a...
if hugs were seas
i’d send you oceans.
if raindrops
were kisses, i’d send you showers.
im pretty sure
i’m the luckiest girl in the world.
Your hands are so big, but they envelope inside mine and i couldn’t enjoy a sweatier palm if i fucking tried.
i’m crashing into you and i can’t say i wore my seatbelt, i kinda like the danger; the risk of walking down streets with you in towns full of judgement.
who cares what they say, their voices faint and quiet. Till you leave the...
i actually didn't realize
how good I am at current history and random historical events until i watched cash cab and got a 96 on my american government pretest.
good shit right there.
i need to sleep desperately.
today
sucked, so hardcore.
i’m fucking exhausted
workeatsleepschool
fucking repeat
:(
i forgot about how much i hate this.
it needs to be friday so i can hold your hand.
“Every man is afraid of something. That’s how you know he’s in love...”
he's giving me a chance
and i am very well taking it.
september 1st, 2009.
tyler christopher raymond.
i know
we’re so close, last summer was so great with all my friends and to this summer where you were the only one left. i hope you are the one that stays, the one that doesn’t grow apart from me. i like when you wear my striped cardigan that you like to wear and look silly in. when i hugged you tonight i wanted to cry, i wanted to tell you how much you’ve impacted me and that i’m...
tyler.
i really don’t know how i picked up a great guy such as yourself. oh yeah, it was that chuck norris bulliten i responded to, to now spending my nights putting tampons in mufflers and switching clothes with you because your vnecks are really nice. i don’t think you’ll ever realize how much i love you. if you ever needed me, i’d walk to fucking plainville. i swear to god i...
August 2009
11 posts
Hey there, hope you know
I wouldn’t mind wasting my days away talking to an incredible human such as yourself. You’re really talented, I like the way you think. Our thoughts are very similar and this excites me in a way. Please, let us be close. You are so interesting.
Zak and I closed great tonight, I hate work. Hahahaha.
We drove around after listening to more 666.01. It was really nice.
He gave me a...
Listen
kitchen sinks
being drained of the dishes smashed from dinner last night. This china never looked so americanized. The families that look the most picture perfect are always the most unorganized groups of indivudials just waiting to unravel at the seams. Get that damn glue, we’ll fix this mess. Don’t need to waste another 100 bucks on a trip to IKEA when you know everything just falls apart in the...
I never thought
I could ever be this mixed on emotions. I witnessed a girl seizure when she had told me she took 10 antidepressants because her friends treat her horribly. I thought maybe she had been a little dramatic and was exxagerating the fact she took a lot of drugs. I still stayed with her and walked around with her, I even asked her if she needed me to call someone or to take her to a hospital. She said...
this is the devil and a penny.
the banjo is so...
666.01
is the absolute best band in the entire world. Seriously, get a record label right this second. Actually, don’t. Keep being my little local band forever, the emptiness in my heart has been filled thanks to you boys. I can say that with absolute honesty. Johnny’s vocals are incredible, he has this sort of sweet sadness in his voice i have never heard before. Not that stupid emo shit,...
seeyouinafewmonths.
this past week has been a rollercoaster. I miss you whenever im not sitting in the passenger seat of your car. I crave your skin on my skin. I crave the feel of the veins popping out of your skinny neck where my hands lay as I realize it’s always my fault when it never is at all. I like to pretend. Like to pretend this is more than the accomplishment you can smile at and rest easy while...